Honestly, I can deal with the fact that he's gay. There's no way he can't tell I'm purposely avoiding him. I even went as far as saying I have to walk my dog. Whenever he comes over we never really talk about stuff like we used to and most times I'd find reasons to uninvite him. Ever since then, it's been extremely awkward between us. I told him not much and then I left it alone. We started laughing about how trashed we were last night and he sneaks in a question about how much I remember from last night. When we woke up the next morning he was already awake and playing Playstation. He went to the bathroom to wash his mouth and stuff and while he was doing that I just laid down and fell asleep in order to avoid talking about it. And then it hits me that my BEST FRIEND just gave me a blowjob. It was almost about a full half-hour when I came.
I just let him and he did it for a very long time. At the moment, I didn't think much about how it will affect us.
